Thursday, March 4, 2010

An Email Worth Forwarding... and Reading

OK... so I am not a big fan of email forwards:  sappy, smarmy, or political.  Normally I delete without even looking at them.  But for some reason I didn't today.  It was from my dear friend from college, Elizabeth.  I read it.  I thought of my children (and husband)... and I wept.  Even though it's a bit long, I wanted to share it with you...

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son.. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.... "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally..

The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for study. He said it might help somebody else. I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' " She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could." 

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them.. She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke… Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool.. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him... Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything.. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for r me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him: "Where was He when I needed him?"  God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children...

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone... I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore, and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

Golden Day Blessings...


  1. I wasn't going to cry... wasn't... but I did.

  2. These things make me cry!!!
    Worth the read, worth the tears...

  3. You had me at Dear MOM, .....beautiful...sad, but makes you reflect...THANKS!!!

  4. Oh my goodness, this was too much. I live in a natural hormonal state and was sobbing. My two greatest fears are my children dying or me dying and my children not really remembering me. It is quite unhealthy how much time I spend thinking about it and crying over it.

    Thank you for sharing this. I hope you're having a great week. :)

  5. Thanks for sharing this, very beautiful!

  6. This was very sweet. We are so blessed to be parents.

  7. Really makes you stop and think. Beautiful story.

  8. Yep, it got me. I just got off the phone with Nicholas ~ had to call him and tell him how much I love {and miss} him!


  9. Hi, I just discovered your blog via Town and Country Mom. I couldn't even finish reading this post, I was bawling. I have two little ones of my own and can't even imagine having to go through something like that. I have a blog as well, www.jdbrememberwhoyouare.blogspot. Stop by for a visit. I'd love to get to know you.

  10. I started to read it quickly, by the end every word was a moment to digest. Thanks for sharing, the tears, my dear I need a cup of tea.

  11. Hi there! I have you in my list of favourites to be added to my blogroll! I have everything on my husband's laptop from when my own laptop crashed so I am going to get on top of moving everything over this weekend!

    Also, your constant twitter pop up drives me nuts! So if I am in a rush I end up just reading and giving up on commenting :O(

  12. Starting my day with a thankful heart....

  13. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

    Sweet. Very sweet.

  14. Lovely. Just perfect!

  15. OMG the tears are a flowing! TFS


Thanks for your sweet comments... They make my day just that more Golden!